SLEAZE

i am currently not on the stablest platform. i have no income coming in, i have no education to get from, no support from the so-called most comforting zone and no paternal shoulder to lean. all in all, i miss my father so badly.

and in 21 days time, the boy whom right now i lean on to the most, is going to shift his priority to the nation. something that i, standing tall as his girlf, is finding hard to come in terms with.

i need a hand to hold. holding on to Fr alone is not strong enough. mummy’s isn’t too.
i miss my sister.