think am going to delete this soon.
Its been six days, ive been away from Fr. six days. this wait is seriously taking a toll on me. how can one person be having 11 hour shifts back to back, supposed to be very busy but all this person could do is to just continue thinking abt her boyf.
well ive been working from morning til the evening last few days, thats why i haven’t had the chance to update. and i realize that my nicotine intake is increasing. back when Fr was still in sg, my cigarettes could last me abt 2 days. but this time, it could last me about half a day? it’s terrible right? it is. i couldn’t eat right and such. sighs. i am really love sick.
whats the best part? it’s our fourth monthsary today.
Ive dlw the tumblr app on the iphone! Ha. So im guessing it will be so much easier now. Haha. Anyways, today’s event is cancelled. Its on for tmr and sat instead. And i am terribly broke, sighs. Fr and i nearly had a fight last night, sighs. And he actually said, its only the 2nd day and im crying. Pls my dearest boyf, ive been leaking eversince you sent me home that tues morning. Sighs very much indeed. Im’ma just sleep next to tomty now.
if you’re telling me, we can only talk to each other every night for at least half an hour only, then im’ma just accept that.
okay so i didn’t manage to get my sleep at midnight cos i was at Marmalade’s Central Kitchen after event, to hang with them. it’s been awhile since i last do that. and i’m book on thurs and fri for an event at Tanjong Pagar Distripark and then comes May where all prep are to be prep up for the event on the May 8th. hope that comes fast cos then it’ll be 5 more days to Fr’s day out!
i really cannot wait for that. yesterday was really a struggle. 22 hours of no sleep? hahaha, i didn’t really had that kinda prob when he was around. let’s just hope, work really occupies me. so what should i do today?
i miss you like crazy.
i haven’t slept well since last night. Fr sent me home at around 4 ish and by far, that was the most emotional-est goodbye ever. shall not elaborate. then only slept at 5 ish and woke at exactly 7. so since i couldn’t get back to sleep. i went on fixed the iPhone, Fr passed down and yup still online ever since. had a chicken drumstick tho with barbeque sauce, mummy’s the bestest chef ever. hahaha. but sadly, Fr’s only booking out on the 13th. on the fucken 13th! thats not even 2 weeks, for God’s sake. but like i told Fr last night, im’ma persefuckenvere.
work later at 430pm. and i forsee myself sleeping like a wild boar by midnight.
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idk how it’s going to be like. but i will definitely update my tumblr, just so when you come back from your 2 weeks confinement, you’d know how im doing and how much i miss you.
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