May 2010
2 posts
think am going to delete this soon.
fourth.
Its been six days, ive been away from Fr. six days. this wait is seriously taking a toll on me. how can one person be having 11 hour shifts back to back, supposed to be very busy but all this person could do is to just continue thinking abt her boyf.
well ive been working from morning til the evening last few days, thats why i haven’t had the chance to update. and i realize that my nicotine...
April 2010
22 posts
Day 3
Ive dlw the tumblr app on the iphone! Ha. So im guessing it will be so much easier now. Haha. Anyways, today’s event is cancelled. Its on for tmr and sat instead. And i am terribly broke, sighs. Fr and i nearly had a fight last night, sighs. And he actually said, its only the 2nd day and im crying. Pls my dearest boyf, ive been leaking eversince you sent me home that tues morning. Sighs very...
day #2
if you’re telling me, we can only talk to each other every night for at least half an hour only, then im’ma just accept that.
okay so i didn’t manage to get my sleep at midnight cos i was at Marmalade’s Central Kitchen after event, to hang with them. it’s been awhile since i last do that. and i’m book on thurs and fri for an event at Tanjong Pagar Distripark...
day #1
i haven’t slept well since last night. Fr sent me home at around 4 ish and by far, that was the most emotional-est goodbye ever. shall not elaborate. then only slept at 5 ish and woke at exactly 7. so since i couldn’t get back to sleep. i went on fixed the iPhone, Fr passed down and yup still online ever since. had a chicken drumstick tho with barbeque sauce, mummy’s the bestest...
2 more days?
idk how it’s going to be like. but i will definitely update my tumblr, just so when you come back from your 2 weeks confinement, you’d know how im doing and how much i miss you.
“There are somethings more important than your social climbing agenda”
– Chuck Bass (via quote-book)
(L)
despite the whole tent pitching, mosquito battling which leaves scars on my feet now, and fights with the rain and storm, i realize the day couldn’t have been better. and after Fr slept last night, leaving me to watch Rush Hour 3 and Happy Feet til abt 5 ish in the morning, brings me to the fact that i really don’t want to live without Fr. Yest was like a preview of him not being...
i think i really should get my act together. starting when Fr enlist. (:
elizabeth ng
i am currently not on the stablest platform. i have no income coming in, i have no education to get from, no support from the so-called most comforting zone and no paternal shoulder to lean. all in all, i miss my father so badly.
and in 21 days time, the boy whom right now i lean on to the most, is going to shift his priority to the nation. something that i, standing tall as his girlf, is finding...
“Sometimes, the most important thing to know is when to get out and when to give...”
– Gossip Girl (via quote-book)
March 2010
29 posts
papa, come back now, please? )’:
so?
in conclusion, do you let me or not?
affection.
for some, when they feel afraid and needs calming, they can easily turn to their mothers/sisters/brothers? i don’t want to feel like i’m left out. and i know im not. holding you close to me, makes me feel so much at ease. i just dont know how to take it when you’re out serving the nation. i might not accept it when 2704 finally comes. i am too coward for it.
national service.
fairuz rashid, thirty-fucking two days left. suicidal for me?
#74.
never knew talking to you about khairi could let out the hugest relief. i thought i was going to to turn into some emotional wreck or something but i was all cool and calm when i finally told Fr about him. it is of course a whole lot of pressure telling your boyf about your major ex boyf. glad we’re over that and now it’s just us having the world waiting on us to conquer. i know right...
#73.
i don’t know why sometimes the littlest things you do can make me upset though i know there are times i make you just as upset too. like before the two of you got together, you could just easily shrug it off and figure everything’s okay or going to be okay but right now, sometimes you’re afraid if whatever that was could trigger a fight. scary. or maybe i’m just thinking...
“Relationships are like algebra. It’s complicated, and sometimes the problems are...”
– George P. Tibbles (via georgetibbles) (via fuckyeahmath) (via doublebagel) (via quote-book)
“‘I’m the worst wife in the cooking department. I always thought you can’t be...”
– Kate Beckinsale, Sexiest Woman of The Year 2009. (via quote-book)
craves.
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